skyegirl's Journals on Buzznet http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[A Poem Dedicated To DxH]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1799691/
Your laughing causes,
The strange hands that you wave.
Covered in nails enameled black,
And bulging nervous veins.

Your hair parted to the side;
Short and long,
Black and blonde,
Covering your eyes;
Their beauty compels the sighs.

Your coercing tone,
Filled with passion,
Hate and love,
Lies and trust.
Melting the sanity...
From beneath our feet.

-Me


:] He's amazing.
Tell me whatcha think.
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-02-09T13:01:00Z <![CDATA[Burning]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1735061/ Hypnotize each other in our dance of loneliness.
Waiting for those two who stole our lives,
With adventure and passion wrapped up in one.
While we have nothing...
But the burning for it all.

-Me
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-28T10:38:00Z <![CDATA[Facade]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1705301/ The spikes of bright and dark lift up
No crevices peek through and meet
Your dimples light the sky and melt the ice
And the water drips

Strange and insane
For a timid ice princess
She tip toes softly; unlike herself
And the dial is turned left

Why is the smile so slyly convincing?
Her hands shake from the violent blows
The memory is fading, where is it going?
And she falls to your feet.

You twist the truth
Heating the shiny metal
Curiosity has gone
And you drop the chair.

Her facade exists nowhere
Confused beyond repair;
The fan still turns
And she lifts it now, pushing deeply.




-Me
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-22T18:27:00Z <![CDATA[Untitled]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1695721/ A sticky roll of tape
"Were we wrong?"
Hearts shake
Hands beat
Pounding and sounding
Your melody, no longer
Slipping in
Getting out
"A mistake?"
Did we learn?
Because I'm pretty sure
All we did was break

-Me
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-21T02:12:00Z <![CDATA[Cloning]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1695711/ Is it planned,
Before we even get the chance?
This sticky mess we leave
Sitting on the countertops,
Will it ever dry?
I'm confused in the mind
Is it true?
Are we really running out of time?
So who makes the jump?
You or me?
I'm not one to leap
But you're never one to sweetly sing
Are we self cloning the images,
Of the brightly topped thoughts?
Switching places
Spinning legs
The colors hurt my eyes
Do we still have to try?
Tell me it's a joke
"I won't, I won't."
So, it's true
You won, I lost
And all is done.

-Me
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-21T02:11:00Z <![CDATA[Shivers]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1692401/ Sickening mascara sweeps the soft open and close
Deep trenches of sharp dark icicles pinch the soft
Your eyes blink with question
It's not close to ending

Rocks in the depths of the stomach
Nervous shivers clenching;
Showering your awkward spine

We hand you lines filled with chalk
Words brightly lit in the mind
Meaningful from your toes to tips
Hoping for signs of the light

But this is only the beginning.



-Me

]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-20T14:38:00Z <![CDATA[Mixed.]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1683241/ It's not your melodies
Crackling like fire
Sizzling

I'm reading between the lines
Looking for the wrinkles
To make the upward play
Are you leaving?
"No, I'll stay."

Is it real or a fallacy?
This dice and knight's game
Blindingly
The ground shakes
Your face takes the change

But who said I'm good at reading these riddles?
They twist me
"Wait with me"
Endlessly, mysteriously
Your senses are mixed
Techno beats and dance scenes
Pressed together like the pages of a book


-Me
]]> Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-18T22:14:00Z <![CDATA[10 Bands I Couldn't Live Without]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1629001/
10. Blaqk Audio
I know they're really, really new so the majority of my life has been without them in it anyways. But I love them. Every song is fantastic and even though the whole album is about sex and I'm young and it's not like I can relate: the lyrics are still beyond amazing. The way they're written and sang; it's just awesome. Jade's work is also great, I love the beats. I can't even pick a favorite off of Cexcells, because it's just that good. Although my favorite at the moment is "Again, Again, Again." But that pretty much changes daily.


9. Chevelle
They are great. GREAT! Every. Single. Song. Is. Amazing. I have an obsession with lyrics, and every song I listen to, I listen closely to the lyrics and disect them and break them down and find every possible meaning I can. And these ones, wow. Awesome! I love the style; I love all of it. My favorite is "Dos."


8. Descendents
I've actually just gotten into this band, but I'm already in love. I listen to them constantly. I wish I was older and had awesome stories to tell about concerts or ways I fell in love with this band and why they've affected my life. But, I'm only 14 so unfortunately I don't have these cool stories. Yet. I just have a lot of love for this really great band. "I'm The One" and "Suburban Home" are my favorites. "Sour Grapes" is awesome too, yet all their songs are so I'll just stop.


7. The Smiths
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm done.
The Smiths are AWESOME. Simple, yet sweet lyrics. Morrissey's voice is great. The songs are depressing yet in a fun way. I don't even know what else to say. Except, they're amazing, and you need to fill your ears with their music right now. If you haven't heard them yet.
Always my favorite, "Panic."


6. Red Hot Chili Peppers
Yeah, they're old. Their new cd isn't that great. It's still good though, and their old stuff: Man, talk about good music. I love music I can just totally rock out/dance too. I remember when I was younger, my dad would play Mother's Milk and Freaky Styley and try to get me to say I liked it. Back then I was stubborn and just wanted to stick to my Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys. But then By The Way came out and we played it on road trips over and over and I LOVED it. Now I've seen them live once, at Coachella. And yeah, they've got it.
"Knock Me Down" is my ultimate favorite.


5. Green Day
Every album, every song=FANTASTIC. They inspired me to play guitar. They also inspired a lot of the feelings I have about life and the world and everything. American Idiot changed me, and the way I looked at things. I owe this band a lot, and I thank them. I've still yet to seem then in concert, but it will happen! I love Billie Joe Armstrong so much. His ideas are awesome. My love is timeless for Green Day.


4. Smashing Pumpkins
This is probably the most mellow music I like. Again, a band with great lyrics and melodies and everything. I have all their songs on my iPod, which is a lot, and I can just put them on and listen to them for hours. I can relate to a lot of their songs, and I love when I can do that with a band. "Dancing In The Moonlight" is my all time favorite, forever.


3. Rancid
Amazing, amazing, amazing. And even more amazing live! Which I am happy to say I've seen. Tim Armstrong's voice is indescribable. The lyrics, god, I can't even explain how much love I have for Rancid. They give me goosebumps, majorly, every single time I play their music. It's impossible for me to pick a favorite.


2. Kings Of Leon
It's hard to not put this band as my number one. But there is a band that tops them, and it is sort of hard for me to admit that. (But no, not really, because my number one band will always be umber one in my mind!) The Followills are geniuses. The lyrics are fucking PRIME. Caleb's voice is so unique. Their style is unique. They have great stage prescence. I've seen them twice in concert! And I plan on going many, many more times. I heard them on some music channel in 2006, "On Call." And I kept hearing that song played and it just gave me a lump in my throat, I loved it that much. Finally, I figured out who it was and got a few more of there songs. I fell in love with the song "Milk." Then I found out I was going to Coachella in 2007 and realized they would be playing. I was very excited, from what I heard of them, they were great. But when I heard them there... I could never go back. Every song is so great, I never get tired of them. I can listen to all of their songs in a row, and then again, and again. And still, every time I get chills, goosebumps, and the good kind of lump in my throat.



And... drum roll please!
My number one band I could not live without!


1. A Fire Inside
Otherwise known as AFI. OH MY GOD, my love for them is so immense I don't even know what to do. From their old stuff to their new stuff, it's indescribable. Davey's voice is so diverse, his lyrics are possibly some of the best lyrics ever. Jade is fucking god like. Hunter is just awesome. Adam is great. They're such nice guys too. They're awesome live. God, they just give me the chills. I don't even think I have words to describe how I feel about them. Sometimes I love them so much I feel like crying. I know, I know. That's sort of weird and obsessive. But I AM weird and obsessive. And this is an unbeliavbly, insanely, amazingly good band! If anything, this is my favorite band. My ultimate love. And it's a forever kind of thing. It's not just a phase. They've inspired me so much, and I thank them. I'm not just some fan girl who started liking them with Miss Murder. When I say I love them, I love them completely all the way fully. Their music has gotten me through some tough times. Each song means so much to me. I can't pick a favorite, I never will be.




]]> afi blaqk audio chevelle davey havok descendents green day kings of leon red hot chili peppers smashing pumpkins the smiths Buzznet skyegirl 2008-01-08T20:01:00Z <![CDATA[My Attempts At Poetry]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1544751/ You're the lump in my throat, sticking to my insides...never leaving, flying around my stomach like a butterfly. You're making me sick, sick, sick to look at myself...the self that makes you cringe with a smile. Your smile is so sweet on my tongue, I'll never let go, but what is mine to your eyes? Brightly ringing into my ears every night, your voice too deep, never stopping, I'll never let go. Go, go, go make the details cry into themselves, wrapping around my waist, your arms so tight. Promise me you won't ever let go, of me, me, Me keeping you up all night to send my bells of laughter into your ears. Is it pretty, pretty, Prettily promising I'll never let go, go, Go and promise me too, and be willing, willing, willing to miss and see and love.


Starving:
I'm choking, choking on your words. And thirsting, thirsting for the right things to say to get your lips to touch mine. It's not a simple dance, it's a complicated twirl of warmth and passion. Two become one and combine in a flash of color. Color like your eyes that I'm starving to have shine into to mine.


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]]> poetry Buzznet skyegirl 2007-12-25T23:35:00Z <![CDATA[Do you feel alone right now?]]> http://skyegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1519691/

The search for God is absurd?



It is if everyone dies alone. "

-from Donnie Darko




Is it weird that I totally agree with this, in a way?
Most days I like how I have totally different views than all of my peers, and I sort of like being alone with my thoughts most of the time.
Because listening to idiotic, illiterate people all the time who are so shallow... It's just not me.
I feel like I have to pretend to care about all these superficial things.
But I don't need too, so I don't.
Instead, I'm by myself for now.
But I also know that there are other people who feel the same way I do, and hopefully I'll find people who think the same way I do soon enough.
It'd be nice.
Maybe I just grew up too soon, and stopped fitting in.
]]> donnie darko Buzznet skyegirl 2007-12-21T13:03:00Z